Like a chicken with my head cut off!

That's how I'm running around these days. Not fully re-cooperated from the holidays, but with no choice but to be in full birthday mode.

Can you believe in less than a week I will be the mother of a TWO year old. It just sounds bizarre! I know it's always said, but time really does fly by. This second year has gone by so much faster than the first that is for sure.

Babygirl and I went bowling on Monday with her cousins. She bowled better than I did. No kidding. That's sad. She really had a fun time with it, too.

This month is our first month trying for another baby. My head is spinning and most days I feel terrified out of my mind. I HATE the fear and anxiety that miscarriage leaves you with. HATE IT.